Tuesday, March 14, 2006
hold the blade very tight
After he hung up, I ran back to my room. I locked myself in the room. I cried in a corner. My eyes were hurting because of what happened. I cried so much I almost passed out. I remember that day in the hospital. I was lying on the bed barely awake. Then he arrived. I slowly came to when I saw his face. Then I realized, I can't let this happen to him! I don't want him to get hurt too. I didn't want him to live the same fate as I did. He held my hand. Then, slowly, I said that it's over. He kept asking why. WHY?? WHY?! -- gradually building up. But I didn't hear of it. "I wish that he's right beside me right now." The starting point of the end."Rin-san? Could you get the phone?" yelled Kagura's mom. So I hurriedly got downstairs to answer the phone.
Then, it played very fast. So fast, I didn't know what to do. I felt glad. Then, scared. Next thing I knew, I had tears falling through my cheeks. It's as if I've become so depressed all of a sudden.
"Hello?"
"It's been a while, Rin." Time stopped."I'm sorry, Haru. I thought I told you to never call me again." My mouth started talking by itself.
"I just thought I'd say hello. Anyway, goodbye." then he hung up the phone.
I didn't want to get him hurt. I don't. It's not only him who's suffering. Pain feasts on my flesh, as I write on my diary.
I'm still A- Okay. 3:12 PM
Isuzu Sohma, 17-18 who is also called Rin, is the Horse of the Chinese Zodiac. She is often called Rin by a few members of the family because 'suzu' translates to 'small bell' in Japanese, and 'Rin' is the sound a small bell makes.
Apparently, she and Hatsuharu used to have a close sexual relationship together, until Akito found out about it and hurt Rin severely, causing her to be admitted to the hospital for some time. When Hatsuharu visited her while she was in the hospital, Rin broke up with him, without giving any reason why. It is later known that she didn't want him to be hurt by Akito if they continued the relationship.
Rin's character is somewhat cold and angst-ridden. She thinks of Tohru Honda as an annoyance to the Sohmas, but eventually warms up to her little by little because of the kindness Tohru gives in return. She only appears in the manga, not in the anime.
She is famous for her tough and independent nature and her darkly exquisite sexiness within the Sohma family. Also, she is known for a trait of her zodiac animal: sheer stubbornness and independence. Anyone who usually tries to go against those feelings get a taste of Rin's high-heel boots.
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