Tuesday, June 12, 2007
before taking the plunge
dear diary,
I knew it. I should've seen this coming. That letter is indeed from Haru. He wants to meet with me secretly. He gave me the time and location and everything. He said that he wanted to see me badly and that he's on the brink of losing himself. He couldn't take it anymore.
You know, Haru. If you're reading this right now, I swear to God, I really want to see, spend time with you and talk to you face to face to face to face. You know, Akito. If you're reading this right now, you know you can't stop me. If you hurt one hair on Haru, I shall grant your wish. I'll end your misery right away.
Wait... I remember something similar. Isn't this Kureno-san's suggestion? Or did I just read Haru's dream?
I'm still A- Okay. 9:31 PM
Monday, June 11, 2007
why the hell not?!
dear diary,
I feel something terrible in that letter, diary.
I know you must think I'm paranoid or stupid or both but something's not right inside that letter. It could be anthr-- nevermind.
Seriously, that letter has been sitting in on my desk since last week. I wish the wind could've blown it away through the window. I really don't want to open it."If you don't want to open it. Then don't open it!" it's as simple as that.
Ugh, crap. I can't believe I'm ranting like this. I'm making no sense at all. If I'm that damn curious about the letter, however deadly nervous, then should I open it or not? Maybe I should let someone open and read the tegami for me.
Not when you're dying to know what's inside it.
It didn't say who's it from on the cover of the envelope.
I should open it. Sigh. I should. Ugh. Crap.
I'm still A- Okay. 1:24 PM
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
tegami
I kept thinking and thinking about what Hiro-kun said to me. I almost dropped an antique vase while wiping it. His words kept creeping inside my head. I couldn't work properly. The words... it's like my heart is bargaining on my mind. There's an ongoing debate inside my head. The chemical reaction that I have feared has been triggered. I don't know what to do anymore.
Instead of being convinced, both parties had me confused. It's a technique that I learned at school. Let's say you're writing an essay. If you cannot convince the teacher, confuse him with writing a long one. Now, I have overlooked over the matters, the pros and cons, and I'm left disoriented. If I'm willing to see him again, there will be consequences to face. Isuzu-chan, will you be able to handle the pain? Will I go so far as to sacrifice myself?"Isuzu-chan!"
"WAAAAAAAAAAH!"
"Na-na... nani?! Did I startle you? GOMEN NASAI!!! I SHOULD'VE KNOCKED FIRST!! HONTONI GOMEN NASAII! GOMEN! THAT WASN'T INTENTIONAL! BUT I HAVE DISTURBED YOU NONETHELESS! PLEASE JUDGE ME! JUDGE ME WITH YOUR WRATH AND FURY!! I'M SOO--"
"Ano... Ritchan-san, don't sweat it... nevermind that. What do you need?" mou, he really really startled me.
Now the mood is all ruined... "You have a letter." or not...
"... tegami? Dare?"
I'm still A- Okay. 9:45 PM
Friday, June 01, 2007
which is it?
Hiro-kun accompanied me to the bus stop. "Geez, neesan. You're being stubborn."
He probably doesn't have the slightest chance of spending time with her -- Not with Tohru-san. Harhar. Look who's talking. So now he's directing his flaws to me. OR he's sharing his flaws with me.
Stubborn? By taking the bus? "... are you sick, Hiro. What's wrong?"
"I mean. It's already the half of the year and... you're still stuck. Sweet heavens from above... it must be lonely being you." Why the little!... "I mean, can't you do anything rather than brood over what happened in the past? Aren't you sad being alone, while you know he's just around the corner? Can't you outsmart our Akito-sama?" outsmart? What's he talking about. Maybe the sun got the best out of him.
"Now you're not making any sense, boy."
"How 'bout secretly going out with your love? Hello?" and how should I do that?
"You know... for a boy, you really sound like a girl right now. What's with you? Having troubles with Kisa-chan?""It's hard to butt in whenever Tohru's around."
I could only look at the window from then on.
"You know, you're lucky. You shouldn't compare your situation with me. Heck, you can't even compare, Hiro." I mean, I can only write to Haru. And even if it's already a blessing, I can't help but think that it sucks.
"Well if you want to spend REAL time with him so bad, maybe outsmarting Akito-sama doesn't sound impossible, does it?" this is a bold move. "Let's say... what if... Haru won't get hurt. But if you were to get hurt again... would you accept -- just to be with him once more?" the air chilled. The bus arrived.
I'm still A- Okay. 3:31 PM
Isuzu Sohma, 17-18 who is also called Rin, is the Horse of the Chinese Zodiac. She is often called Rin by a few members of the family because 'suzu' translates to 'small bell' in Japanese, and 'Rin' is the sound a small bell makes.
Apparently, she and Hatsuharu used to have a close sexual relationship together, until Akito found out about it and hurt Rin severely, causing her to be admitted to the hospital for some time. When Hatsuharu visited her while she was in the hospital, Rin broke up with him, without giving any reason why. It is later known that she didn't want him to be hurt by Akito if they continued the relationship.
Rin's character is somewhat cold and angst-ridden. She thinks of Tohru Honda as an annoyance to the Sohmas, but eventually warms up to her little by little because of the kindness Tohru gives in return. She only appears in the manga, not in the anime.
She is famous for her tough and independent nature and her darkly exquisite sexiness within the Sohma family. Also, she is known for a trait of her zodiac animal: sheer stubbornness and independence. Anyone who usually tries to go against those feelings get a taste of Rin's high-heel boots.
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