Saturday, January 08, 2011
dig your old favorites
I ask myself where did the time go? I woke up this morning while it was raining outside. I used to like the rain when I was a child. I don't know why or when I started thinking rain's becoming an annoyance. How can I go back to when I loved the cold air in my room while tucked in my bed? How can I go back to when I love the rhythm it makes on the roof? How can I go back to when I enjoy opening the window and being sprayed by the breathe of the rain?
When I went to the living room, I opened the TV. Cartoons were on. I changed the channel to the weather news. I used to love watching cartoons-- especially in the mornings. When did I start getting tired of watching them? Maybe I forgot when. But I don't find them magical anymore.
I think it's sad when we start to lose interest of certain things we enjoy in the past. Isn't it possible to continue liking them? In this world where it's a race to be noticed, a race to become rich, a race to have the best or be the best, are we having fun in life? Fun. It's funny how children do things for fun. While adults look for things that would be fun. In the end, we still long for it even when we grow up.
Why do we start falling away from our old habits that we loved to do? It may have something to do with innocence, perhaps. Nevertheless, it's these precious memories that would serve as my guide. I guess it won't hurt if I start watching cartoons in the morning again, or stay still when it's raining, or enjoy a hot coco in the morning without rushing it. Who's in a hurry to grow up anyway? Everyone gets old.
I'm still A- Okay. 9:19 AM
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
looks around
To Rin:
I couldn't understand what my heart feels whenever I hold your hands. I pray that we be together always. Wishing that you're at my side every time, when I do whatever, you're the only one in my mind. I hope we won't get separated now and forever. You're the only one I love. You're the only one I wish for. To be with you, forever, you're all I need and I wouldn't ask for anything else. I don't want to let those things I don't want to remember to happen again. When you're not with me, each moment, it hurts me. Don't forget that even though things have changed, I never stopped loving you. To everything that I do, you're all in that I could think. I wish we wouldn't leave each other. I wouldn't ask for anything but you. To be with you for the rest of my life, I wouldn't ask for anything else.
- Haru
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I wonder if Haru put it under my door. I don't know what to feel, should I be embarrassed, should I laugh, should I be happy, should I what? It doesn't fit Haru writing such cheesy lines. Sigh. But I love the warmth that was put in this letter."Should I write back?"
I'm still A- Okay. 9:29 PM
Sunday, May 10, 2009
anyday but today
I'm feeling the season change. Shouldn't I be feeling normal since it's spring already? I mean, it's summer anytime now and here I am tucked on my bed. I'm feeling under the weather. PLUS IT'S SUNDAY! It's unfair. I can hear that it's noisy outside the house and my urgency to go out is getting stronger. And what's worse, I'm infected with the cold. *cough cough* more like it's going to be a flu. Aww, man this is day couldn't get any worse, could it?"Rin-chan! Haru's here! And he's waiting for you for the surprise date! He brought his motorcycle with him too!"
I'm still A- Okay. 4:21 PM
Friday, May 09, 2008
say freeze!
What's with her digital camera? Kagura just took a picture of without me having properly prepared. I guess she's back to her old self now.I heard a knock. "Rin-chan?"
"Douzo."
"Rin-chan!"
I turned around. And there she is with her camera.
"Hey! What gives?!"
"Don't worry, I'll give you a copy. I just have to print it out and put it on a small frame. It's not like I'm giving it to someone or anything. Ahaha."
"O... 'kay."
"Well, Iseethatyou'restudyinggottagobye!" Yes, definitely. She's back to her normal self.
I'm still A- Okay. 8:13 PM
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
what school?
The campus called me today. I knew I shouldn't have picked up the phone. It's annoying how they know my voice even if I don't go to school often. I shouldn't have said yes to Kagura. She asked me to sleep at their house. I asked why but she didn't answer. She really looked depressed. I had to return all the favor that Kagura's family gave to me. Even though I was still distant to them. So I said fine.
I was thinking of dropping out because I've been missing so many classes. It won't make any difference trying to catch up. In the end, I'm bound to repeat this school year because of all the crap that were thrown at me.
Anyway, I'm not that worried. Believe me.
Speaking of worried, Kagura looked so down today. I wonder what happened to her yesterday or today. The only time that she talked is when she asked me to sleepover. That's it. What's bugging her? She's usually a happy girl.
I'm still A- Okay. 7:09 PM
Isuzu Sohma, 17-18 who is also called Rin, is the Horse of the Chinese Zodiac. She is often called Rin by a few members of the family because 'suzu' translates to 'small bell' in Japanese, and 'Rin' is the sound a small bell makes.
Apparently, she and Hatsuharu used to have a close sexual relationship together, until Akito found out about it and hurt Rin severely, causing her to be admitted to the hospital for some time. When Hatsuharu visited her while she was in the hospital, Rin broke up with him, without giving any reason why. It is later known that she didn't want him to be hurt by Akito if they continued the relationship.
Rin's character is somewhat cold and angst-ridden. She thinks of Tohru Honda as an annoyance to the Sohmas, but eventually warms up to her little by little because of the kindness Tohru gives in return. She only appears in the manga, not in the anime.
She is famous for her tough and independent nature and her darkly exquisite sexiness within the Sohma family. Also, she is known for a trait of her zodiac animal: sheer stubbornness and independence. Anyone who usually tries to go against those feelings get a taste of Rin's high-heel boots.
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